Life is Beachy

aight it's 1:24am, i'm pretty tired and my eyes are stinging already so forgive me for the poor punctuation and grammar, lack of caps and possibly a post of incoherent ramblings...

well i tried to write in here the other night, about 3am and it was a massive one! i think it was one of the most truthful posts i've done in ages (not that the other ones aren't truthful, but this one had substance, a bit of brutal honesty) but u know what? i clicked "publish post" and it came up with this error page. i then clicked "back" and voila - nothing...i had lost everything i had written. i think it was pretty nicely put together, had a point, intro, body and conclusion but yes, 'twas not to be. it was a bit bitter actually.

well okay im not going to skirt around it like im afraid to hurt anyone's feelings but it was about how angry and frustrated i was at the fakeness of society and basically how crap it is to see people making their way up the corporate ladder by "special favours".

well anyway, i got over it, i was too tired to write another one, with the bold statements and crafty wordplay or whatever. i guess i realised maybe it was for the better that i hadn't published it otherwise i'd just sound like a whiny, bitter fool. Like all things, i believe that God was behind it and so i thank Him for preventing me from making a d**k of myself...

on a lighter note, the last few days i have spent time doing...mm not much actually! hehe once again i find myself being given zero shifts from DJs, which doesn't really affect me. it's bad how it's come to this, how i would feel so satisfied in watching my superiors scramble for staff during the Christmas rush. hah! you don't give me shifts now, but little do you know i already have another job and that i'm quitting next week. what will you do when you need me to work during the Christmas period? OH WELL.....................................

i know i sound really evil, but damn, they brought it to what it is now. if it weren't for the woeful (at best!) management, maybe i wouldn't have felt nothing but utter resentment and contempt for work. i think most ppl have heard me complain about the million and one things that have just shocked me so i shall not divulge. nonetheless, the main point of this little rant was to explain that i have been enjoying myself, going out, meeting friends and watching movies...

speaking of which, i watched "Saw" on friday night, which was quite good I must say! semi-aspiring to become a film maker myself, I appreciated the suspense and twists that the two film-makers tied into the movie that was made on a US $1m budget. Not bad for RMIT students ey??? haha

Today i played soccer and we lost 6-5! omg...it's getting depressing losing each week, but it's hard to understand why the gap between division 2 and div 1 is so huge! we owned in div 2, but we cant even muster a win in div 1! oh well...anyway, after that we went to the beach which was most entertaining! haha we played silly games like "Classic Catches" and "Foot-Golf" haha love it! we also played a game where we threw a ball at each other from about a 5m distance, with the target person not being able to move or flinch. If they did, the distance would be reduced to about 3m....haha i love when we're idiots! even the people at Carrum Beach seemed to enjoy our games, they watched and laughed with us! haha

erm other than that i don't think there's anymore to say. oh yea! here's a question for you people out there (probably the only four people reading this hehe thank you Ann, Anna, Cat and Drew), what's a good way to advertise your blog? as in get more of an audience? i guess i don't want a massive one and become all commercial, i just want to share whatever i talk about to maybe a few more regulars...

hmm ok then, that's all from me, have a good night!