holy ficus plant!

my life right now is so FUNNY! it's an "oxy-moron". no wait, just a "moron" haha sorry in-joke.

no, seriously im really loving it, but recognise the hardships at the mo. (CA etc.)

when i told chris my life was "perfect" i truly meant it. not in the way most people would think. im not wealthy beyond my imagination, im not mr. popular going to parties every weekend, im not problem-free and no i haven't settled for "the one" yet.

but you know, those things don't mean much to me anymore. i've seen first hand people who succumb by overly drowning themselves in them and putting these things on a pedestal, and it's therefore consumed them.

fortunately for me, i'm an alien because i'm not of this world. i've been predestined to be more than that and grateful for it. so i get the double benefit of enjoying the things in this world that are good, and will also enjoy the things of the world where i really belong.

i'm invincible and im so thankful for it! yay!