dry as a cracker biscuit

hmm i've finally had a bit of down time to analyse where i stand tonight.

my focus session finished early (like 8pm) and walked through the city from around bourke and william to flinders st station and then caught the tram home and i think it was some good "me time" as someone put it.

i remember reading chops' blog a year or two ago about his gripes and how he was really "dogging it" and i think i truly understand what he meant now. i too, am fully "dogging it" so bad. i am living each day just to get by.

i think every few days i get some sort of inspiration, but usually it's temporary and so very short lived. "yay i have lots of chargeable work today, im looking forward to getting to the office" or "yay i get to read a book tonight because i dont have any commitments other than study!"

i dont know truly what those statements say about my life, but im starting to worry that those are the highlights.

but um, i think im kinda too preoccupied to really care. work and CA have really given me a good sucker-punch. except prolonged over a period of around 3 months. haha ahh i just imagined a punch lasting 3 mths...that's way slo-mo hahah

oh well im looking forward to post-exam time, which includes Christmas and all that stuff.

hmm i think im gonna try watch a french movie now with no subtitles...

yep that's it.